There's no way I'm going to get any work done today anyways...

There is something so terrible and horrifying about meeting a guy for the first time. The flirting, the unknown, the nervous anxiety... There is no way to describe that jumpy, vomitous feeling in the pit of your stomach until you've experienced it for yourself. It is the scariest feeling in the world, and there is absolutely nothing that compares to it. It is simply awful...

But at the very same time, there is something so amazing and wonderful about meeting a guy for the first time. The flirting, the unknown, the nervous excitement... There is no way to describe that jumpy, butterfly feeling in the pit of your stomach until you've experienced it for yourself. It is the best feeling in the world, and there is absolutely nothing that compares to it. It is simply amazing...


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I've been set up with the friend of a friend. We've been talking (I use this term in the most technological sense... I still have yet to hear his voice) nearly every night for the past two weeks, though our mutual friend had been telling us about each other and trying to get one of us to make a move for several weeks prior to that. I tend to be old-fashioned (or just ridiculously and unnecessarily shy...) in that I want to have the guy make the first move... and he finally did with an email that said "Hi. I'm Tyler." The end. But that's all it took for me to start gabbing and, though he swears he's painfully shy, he has been chatty right back.

He's funny and witty. He's nice and sweet. He is open and honest, and seems to hold nothing back (which is amazingly refreshing). And he thinks I'm cute and funny (and has so sweetly told me as such), which is always a plus!

We are meeting for the first time tonight and I am so ridiculously nervous! But more than that, I am so ridiculously excited. I have a really good feeling about this, and though that seems to add pressure to not expect too much and to not let myself be disappointed, it really is awesome.

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My stomach is unsettled and I can't sit still, but at the same time, I don't ever want this feeling to go away...